2025

January

  • Tools: MS Paint
  • Source: Fire Emblem: Three Houses
drawing

Inspiration: I saw someone say they love to draw in Kidpix and MS Paint for Windows XP (or 98 or something). I have a link to a desktop Kidpix, so I tried to draw in it, and felt miserable. I did not like it. Well, I wasn't going to go hunting for an older version of Paint even though I'm sure it's easy to obtain when I already have Paint on my computer. Yea, using modern Paint doesn't earn you street cred like older versions do, but I remembered this latest version has LAYERS, soooo

I drew peepee to test it out. You can't change layer opacity, so it's a little tricky for me to do lines (well, maybe i shouldn't have done the sketch in black-), but I do like that since it feels less serious than CSP I feel somehow more free using it. Weird. And the craziest thing is the crayon tool looks so bad, but when you use it to color it's actually really good, and combined with the eyedropper tool you can do some great blending!

The biggest problem is that you can't save the layers. Now, you could save a drawing and then just draw over it again later, but it's kinda crunchy looking now and I thought it'd be too obvious what's new and what's old. I had to stop mid-drawing to take a nap, and I can't nap with my computer on because the fan is loud as fuck. So yea, the drawing has many mistakes that I'm aware of, but I was SOOOO tired. You will take Felix and his uneven-ass boobs and you will like it. I like the doodle even despite the mistakes... I wonder what emotion that is that I drew on his face.


January

  • Tools: Procreate + Clip Studio Paint
  • Source: Inuyasha
  • Offsite: Sheezy, Tumblr
drawing

Something about this doesn't sit right with me already. I don't like it. But dammit, I had to draw it.

~4 years ago I redrew a redraw of a screenshot from hit anime Inuyasha, and I thought "I should do this again in 4 years!" I somehow remembered my promise to myself, but I was lazy and didn't start until this month. I spent 3 weeks on what was, in total, maybe a 5-hour drawing? And I don't even like it. Honestly, the background I painted 4 years ago was better, but I probably spent more time on it. I lost interest in making this look very good... I'd much rather be drawing a more current fave, not a groomer. ("But Clavis and Angelique-" ssshhhh) I felt like I was being tortured towards the end, and when I realized "Well I'm not having fun anymore so this isn't for me, and it's not like I have fans so this isn't for them either," I decided to stop trying and just finish it badly. Badly finished is better than a WIP that was so close to being done.

comparison here collage

Top left: The screenshot

Top right: The original redraw. Notice how it's monochromatic? That's because I wanted it to be a quick little thing. I should've kept it that way. Maybe if I redraw this in 2028 I'll use a monochromatic palette.

Bottom left: His face is soo fucked bro, I can't believe i shared this online, especially after my Cure whip Illustration (which I still think is goated). I really thought I ate......... @Past me, get real

Bottom right: You already know how I feel about this one. Although I don't like it, it shows definite improvement over the old one, and that's good enough for me.


March

  • Tools: Tegaki
  • Source: i can imagine anything (that is, i made her up on the spot)
drawing

After spending more than a little time looking for a good o-egaki type thing outside of someone's forum or a site that requires siteup, right when I had resigned and decided I'd just have to stick with MS Paint, someone on Dreamwidth just happened to drop the link for this little program. Crazy how the world works, isn't it?

I really like this site; the only flaw is sometimes when I draw there's like... cursorprints left behind my cursor as I draw, but it goes away when I lift the pen. Not a huge deal though.

I really love the... dither? Pixel? Brush. I didn't even take that in consideration for looking for a program, but it's really really really great.

Well, now that I have a good program, I must move to phase 2: perfecting my imitation of 00s moe anime girls. (Less shaky lines would probably help, lol.)


March

drawing

I drew this to test if the code worked. I had to foresight to screenshot it in case it didn't work, fortunately. (Fun fact: It did not work.)


April

  • Tools: Procreate, Clip Studio Paint for the tones
  • Source: Guilty Gear
drawing

Obviously a duo photo and not group, but I didn't like how Duo Photo sounded. Didn't want to call it "Silly One" or something either because I thought I shouldn't reuse the setup for the punchline. I do think I should've named it Group Selfie or something though.

Originally, in my head, the second panel had small text that was like "get your hat out my face" "get your ahoge out MY face" but I decided to not make them meansies.

You might have to open this one in a new tab because I'm too lazy to think of how to code this to make it bigger, sorry.


April

  • Tools: Procreate
  • Source: Basara
drawing

Drawn in a rush for Three Weeks for Dreamwidth without a reference, so I borked the anatomy in a way I can't even think of how to fix. So I censored it. I still like other things about the doodles, so I'm sharing it.


May

  • Tools: Procreate
  • Source: Angelique
drawing

Borked the anatomy here too but who gives a fuck. Got the image out of my brain and that's enough.

Original caption from Dreamwidth, because this was also for Three Weeks:

Fuck it. He/they Clavis. (Changing the pronoun felt wrong lol)

I left Seichi untranslated because I didn’t know how I wanted to translate it, but now I’m thinking The Sacred Ground/Land sounds nice enough?

I think in my translation of the manga I decided on Sacred Grounds...?


May

  • Tools: Whiteboard Fox, except the Sasuke which was Procreate
  • Source: Naruto, Angelique, Guilty Gear, ft. Azumanga Daioh-inspired cat
drawing

Doodle collection :)

The Sasuke I drew from memory because I like him and I can. Been getting into Naruto lately.

The rest are from me and a friend's group drawing sessh. I took lots of screenshots, but those 4 drawings are the only ones of mine that were worth sharing.

The Clavis I drew first. Drawing him at that exact angle is often the first thing I draw on a blank canvas or what I draw quickly on blank spaces to leave my mark these days. Kind of my signature. The Orochimaru I drew from memory. Naruto characters are kind of easy as fuck to draw. The Tesphelt I drew last; sorry their coochie lips are all out xD